Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happy Chinese New Year to all. I havent talk to people whom i havent met for a very long time. As exams approaches im gearing up to study, though there is someone i really want to see and talk to for hours and hours but thats not possible currently. She is busy, i understand with what i dont really know but maybe she needs her alone time. Nevertheless, despite not seeing her i think of her daily, wondering whats going on in her life. Hmmm .... When will the moment come??
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
School was quite ok for the 1st week & i thought that i could cope but as 2nd week starts i suddenly felt that i was so wrong. Anyway some of the new things i learn are quite difficult and i have a tough time trying to understand but will still try my best. However, i have lost that happiness of going to school. I used to love going to school able to see my friends and everything felt so great. Even though now i dont really like going but i keep telling myself to look at the greater picure to not just to focus on the minor things now but to do well and move on with my life and my course is over 15 months and i really hope that everything will go well i try not to get myself into commitments that add on to my burden i really need to focus and really hope that YOU can encourage me somehow be it verbally or through words i dont know but i really hope that i can do well for the sake of myself and YOU. I dont know if you still remember what i said to you but i will always keep that in my heart that promise i made to you. In my heart i really hope that you will do so well in your studies and even though i cant see you as much as i use to, i want you to know that you are always in my mind i think of you everyday. Even though we walk different paths but our paths will join again. My only wish is to see you smile and be happy.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Today went to school it was very cold in the morning wore long sleeves. Waking up in the morning with eyes heavily closed, managed to crawl out of bed. Went to school and had a great time and the article which we were to show the lecturer for approval thank GOD mine was ok hahas. Anyway went back home after school i was quite tired and fell asleep for 3 hours.
Nowadays i would have thoughts of HER asking myself how she was, told myself to focus on my studies 1st and i really wish her all the best for hers too even though she dont likes to study. My greatest wish for her right now is that she can do very well for her O levels in 2 years time and get into the course she wants^^ . Somehow in my heart i feel compeled to get best in my class or course and do well, knowing that this was a way to get her off my mind and she would be very happy for me if i do succeed in being the best. Anyway no matter what its confirm that she will always be the core of my attention, i wish her well in everything she does even if i dont see her or get a chance to talk to her i will still support her decision.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Today was my 1st day of school^^. On the way to school ran to some of my classmates and went to school together the lecturer was very interactive and taught alot im quite impressed and have learnt quite alot but sadly on te 1st say we have an assignment and group assignment due in a few weeks. And i would say that this is my first time doing an assignment of such scale i hope i can score well i will do my best in it^^. Anyway after school went with some friends to cathay the basement we ate at some sushi shop it was very SHIOK!! wa so happy the food was so nice like it alot and we walked around after that eventually felt tired and went back home, still looking for an article to write about hope that i can get the assignment done soon.Ganbatte!
Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy New Year everyone.Sorry for not updating these few days i've been attending parties and thanksgiving and alot of events to go to. And im very glad that everything is over anyway Today was a great day the 1st day of the year. I invited some friends over for steamboat in the afternoon, some couldn't make it which led to only NATHALIE & ANGELA, we ate alot of food, almost felt like throwing up. After eating we went to Northpoint wakl around abit and while walking there was a point of time where we passed by Cotton On ,NATHALIE & ANGELA went in to look i was staying outside and for some reason a very cold feeling came down on me it was very sudden but for that moment i was quite sad the reason was unknown but it was to an extent that i teared abit... Strangely i didn't say anything and we continue walking but after awhile NATHALIE went to meet her friend while ANGELA went back home i went to church to help set up the hall anyway on my way there i thought about the things NATHALIE said to me. She spoke in korean and was having a great time i couldn't understand any of it and was felt that i should have learnt it and converse with her however this feeling keep wrapping around my mind and i felt very lousy throughout. Perhaps i'm thinking too much hope that i'll feel better tomorrow.
Monday, December 21, 2009
HI sorry for not posting for so long cause this whole month was quite busy for me. Anyway an update of what i have been doing is that i played as an extra in 1 movie and 1 channel 8 show (xiang wo ni de shou) hahas. Anyway this was quite an experience for me 1st time acting and it turns out to be quite fun^^. And all this time i have met alot of nice people,very friendly and funny. Mainly girls but please dont get me wrong ok.... hmm as i look back to this entire year feel that i didnt really had a good start and in between around august was a bad time for me but things are slowly beginning to pick up. But im looking forward to a new year and believeing that it will be better than this year. I would like to thank everyone who had spent time with me all this while even if it was for a few mins but i thank everyone for making my day i hope that all of you who has been reading my blog i hope that next year will be a great year for you all too and with that i also hope that i know that next year is going to be a very busy year for me i hope that if you can find the time do contact me too and i will try my best to spend time with you guys so everyone i wish you all a Happy MERRY CHRISTMAS and a hapy new YEAR^^
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Came back after sending my friends home. I Had lots of fun and very glad that my friends came seriously this is the first time i invited friends, this was a great day for me. Though the weater was bad it rain and even cause the fire to be put out however despite it all we still had fun i think today was great as in my friends got to meet my other friends and get to know my family members too. I would really like to thank everyone who wished be happy birthday and gave me your blessing i really appreciate it and hope that everyone is doing well too. Somehow i wasn't hungry throughout the entire BBQ i think its cause there was someone that made me filled with happiness that my hunger went away hahas. To those who wanted to come but couldn't make it i know your intentions and understand that you really wanted to come all i want to say is your intentions are appreciated by me.^^ I really feel that today is 1 of the happiest day in my life and hope and believe that things will only get better and better =)
