Wednesday, January 13, 2010
School was quite ok for the 1st week & i thought that i could cope but as 2nd week starts i suddenly felt that i was so wrong. Anyway some of the new things i learn are quite difficult and i have a tough time trying to understand but will still try my best. However, i have lost that happiness of going to school. I used to love going to school able to see my friends and everything felt so great. Even though now i dont really like going but i keep telling myself to look at the greater picure to not just to focus on the minor things now but to do well and move on with my life and my course is over 15 months and i really hope that everything will go well i try not to get myself into commitments that add on to my burden i really need to focus and really hope that YOU can encourage me somehow be it verbally or through words i dont know but i really hope that i can do well for the sake of myself and YOU. I dont know if you still remember what i said to you but i will always keep that in my heart that promise i made to you. In my heart i really hope that you will do so well in your studies and even though i cant see you as much as i use to, i want you to know that you are always in my mind i think of you everyday. Even though we walk different paths but our paths will join again. My only wish is to see you smile and be happy.
